Wednesday, November 26, 2008

The Mask!



Its about 1am in the morning and i was about to go to bed. Suddenly my random picture beside my toolbar show me a picture that i burst out to laugh. lolzzz..i miss this picture..haha
Pink dun kill me, i seriously love this picture ...hahahaha
The Mask Lady~~~ haha

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Apologize (Remix) (Ft. One Republic & Unknown) - Timbaland

i prefer this one than the original song...try n listen, its really not bad.




I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late


Rap Verse:

First day that we met there was something special

Something between us with so much potential

But something was nothing was all just a game

You played my brain with your cute little frame

To think that I thought there was something between us

Think that I thought there was love in between us

Now that I thought it was you in between us

Now that I thought it was you that deceived us

But no us, it was you then me

How the hell could I see what would happen to be

Were you actually just playin with me?

How the fuck could this be how you treated me?

You said these words and you did these things

And you wrapped me around like a fuckin string

And you pulled me along and you led me on

Until all I got left is the words to a song

Now I look in your eyes and I start to realize

All those fucking lies in between your lines

Not a single truth in a thing you said

But I don't give a shit now cuz to me you're dead and it's..

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

I don't wanna know!



(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)

I'll go ahead and pour myself a drink
I really couldn't care less what you think
Well I don't have to listen now
Live this day down
If I can't feel a thing
You might as well save your goodbyes
We can give this train wreck one last ride
I'm gonna have to listen now
Live this day down
If I don't make things right
I'll tell you one last time

I don't wanna know it's over
So save your goodbye kiss
I don't wanna know it's over
Cause ignorance is bliss
I can hardly see
What's in front of me
Cause the vodka's running on empty
I can't stay sober
If it's over
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
So save your goodbye kiss
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)

I woke up with my heartbeat in my head
I reached for the bottle by the bed
I saw your side was not slept in
Cold sheets again
Remind me of what you said
We need to take a break for a while
It's been so long since I smiled
I don't wanna listen now
Live this day down
With you so drunk and high
So I'll say goodbye

I don't wanna know it's over
So save your goodbye kiss
I don't wanna know it's over
Cause ignorance is bliss
I can hardly see
What's in front of me
Cause the vodka's running on empty
I can't stay sober
If it's over

I don't wanna know it's over
So save your goodbye kiss
I don't wanna know it's over
Cause ignorance is bliss
Now I know I can't stay sober
Cause you left me here like this
I don't wanna know
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
So save your goodbye kiss
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
Cause ignorance is bliss
I can hardly see
What's in front of me
Cause the vodka's running on empty
I can't stay sober
If it's over
If it's over
I don't wanna know
If it's over
If it's over
I don't wanna know

What about NOW?

Daughtry - what about now - DAUGHTRY

"What About Now"

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

My favourite song n band ever!

Over You - DAUGHTRY



Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,


I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

My favourite song n band ever!

Nickelback - Far Away



This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know, you know, you know

[CHORUS]
I love you
I’ve loved you all along
I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of Hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything, but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know, you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’d never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

So far away
So far away
far away for far too long
So far away
So far away
far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you
I loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me,and never let me go
Keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving you anymore
Believe it
hold on to me never let me go

Keep breathing
hold on to me, never let me go
Keep breathing
hold on to me, never let me go

[.......................]


It’s not the end of the day after all. It’s just the end of the story which had begun and has to end. It’s not the end of the world but it’s the end of the things that we used our heart to grow it but it ended up dying. It’s a bad day but it’s not as bad as the end of the world or something. Just hold on and we gonna get thru this all by our self. Life is much much more than this and its going to be much more.

I love to act, yeah I love to act. Acting is much much painful than showing the real u. The more u act nth, the more u knows how much u hurt as well. Don ever thinks that everyone can simply get thru this. Everyone need their own time and I dun even know how many time this kind of feeling have haunted me but this is what I wan. Din i? What n why shud I afraid of to face it. Hey bitch, face it. Its ur fault.


My dirtiest day!

Today is my dirtiest day! Well, normally i have to wake up at 8.30am to prepare to work as the working is actually started at 9am and i normally won over slept coz its working day n not a classes time anymore. Last nite, i was drinking too much cough syrup and mayb due to that, i over slept. haha okok i din balme that cough syrup, i have to blame myself too. ok well anyway, today, i woke up at 8.45am..rely seriuosly shit..althou my company is just 1km away, but i still need to bath n brush my teeth wan mah...=.="" due to insufficient time...i was just manage to brush my teeth without the bath and the time shows 8.47am...i rush to wear my cloth n comb my hair, and the time is show 8.52am..i keep curse myself for the whole morning,,keep shit here shit ter, coz i cnot find this i cnot find tat....ok finally i grab all the stuff i need for work n after wearing my socks, i open my door. But the most shit thing happened here, when opening the door, i terpijak Coco Peeeeee (well tats my dog coco)=.="" n the time is show 8.55am....i hv no choice n i did not change my socks at all coz i hv no time to find another new socks n i just wear tat to work =.=""" rely shit shit shit..but nvm suan liao, coz i din bath to work as well...=.="" the most busuk day of my life...haihh i seriously feel like posting this haha coz i rely had a special day n dun worry,,, i do wash my feet when i got home n i wash the sock n the shoe as well....luckily tmr is saturday....haha i can sleep well without worrying i will be late to work...u guys..dun be like me, dun work at the place beside ur house..u will start to get lazy everyday hahahah....ok tats my day...gunite guys...

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Working Life ~ ~ ~

Working life is not that easy but it’s not that hard either. The first 2 days I was having my induction where they used to intro me to my working area and what the company is all about. Then 3 days continue with my department inductions which introduce what actually is my department and what actually is my department do. Haihh like that still not enough. After the 3 days induction, I have to continue 5 more training + presentation day at Bursa. Sobsob… what a torturing week, exam n present, exam then present again. Luckily I pass for that test where everyone for that CA must pass over 70%. Muahaha guess wat, I got 91% of the mark sial. Muahaha dun stop me, I memang sengaja wanna lansi sial..tsk tsk tsk…let me let me. Haihh after training day, I everyday at my department doing nothing but to learn what my senior is doing. See till eyes blur blur. @.@ but have to see also. Keep read those procedure and what we have to do. Everyday we got damn lots of work and I damn wish to help but they of coz won let me. I hope I can get my hand on one day. Haih but when leh. Sobsob… this few days too much settlement to do, n normally our peak busy is on 15th, but the thing is this month 15th fall on Saturday, so all the work load got to push to 17th & 18th, pity my senior they got to work till 9pm and 11pm. Luckily I am newbies, I can run away from tat still. Haha but what comes around goes around. One day, I am going to be like them as well. It’s just a matter of time. Lol…ok la..Stop bragging about what I did these past few days, I think got to boring u guys d. Ok let’s hear a song, I find it quite romantic and nice. Heaven Know – by Rick Price

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes.
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know.

And though she's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on

So tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Chorus:

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine

But tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

(Repeat Chorus except last line)

Bridge:

'Coz heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so?

(Repeat Chorus)

Heaven knows... heaven knows.

Sunday is Gloomy!

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Gloomy Sunday~~~from Hungarian "Szomorú vasárnap",

Heard people said, this is a bad omen song. A song that lead people to suicide and death. "Gloomy Sunday” is a song written by László Jávor and set to music in 1933 by Hungarian pianist and composer Rezso Seress, in which the singer mourns the untimely death of a lover and contemplates suicide. Gloomy Sunday had been announced as the song that provokes people to commit suicide.

In 1968, Rezso Seress, the original composer, jumped to his death from his apartment. His obituary in the New York Times mentions the song's notorious reputation:

Budapest, January 13. Rezsoe Seres, whose dirge-like song hit, "Gloomy Sunday" was blamed for touching off a wave of suicides during the nineteen-thirties, has ended his own life as a suicide it was learned today.

Authorities disclosed today that Mr. Seres jumped from a window of his small apartment here last Sunday, shortly after his 69th birthday.

The decade of the nineteen-thirties was marked by severe economic depression and the political upheaval that was to lead to World War II. The melancholy song written by Mr. Seres, with words by his friend, Ladislas Javor, a poet, declares at its climax, "My heart and I have decided to end it all." It was blamed for a sharp increase in suicides, and Hungarian officials finally prohibited it. In America, where Paul Robeson introduced an English version, some radio stations and nightclubs forbade its performance.

Mr. Seres complained that the success of "Gloomy Sunday" actually increased his unhappiness, because he knew he would never be able to write a second hit.

- New York Times, January 14, 1968.

The English version of the hungarian song:-




Sunday is gloomy,
My hours are slumberless
Dearest the shadows
I live with are numberless
Little white flowers
Will never awaken you
Not where the black coaches
Sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thoughts
Of ever returning you
Wouldnt they be angry
If I thought of joining you?

Gloomy sunday

Gloomy is sunday,
With shadows I spend it all
My heart and i
Have decided to end it all
Soon therell be candles
And prayers that are said I know
But let them not weep
Let them know that Im glad to go
Death is no dream
For in death Im caressin you
With the last breath of my soul
Ill be blessin you

Gloomy sunday

Dreaming, I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you asleep
In the deep of my heart here
Darling I hope
That my dream never haunted you
My heart is tellin you
How much I wanted you
Gloomy sunday






Monday, November 17, 2008

Nite Nite n Sweet Dreamsssssssss


Good Night to all of my Friends! Kinda Miss U Guys Already (*.*). Tomorrow got to work d. jia you jia you...."da qi jing shen lai...ahhh....da qi jing shen lai."

My new hair style..hehehe

BEFORE

AFTER
Muahaha new hairstyle...ada apa comment ke? tsk tsk tsk
weekend rely too free liao nth to do, go cut cut hair, muahaha..Angel i am waiting for our next date. Rebonding vs Relaxing...haha

Sunday, November 9, 2008

"Life For Rent"

I haven't ever really found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

If my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive

If my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

If my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
Cos nothing I have is truly mine




White Flag


"White Flag"

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be



Dido - White Flag - Music Video via Noolmusic.com



I love this song so so much when i was 18 years old. haha It's years back but i still love it so much. I can stop myself from keep repeating the video. I really love the ending of this video. They actually love each other =.=""" lol at first i rely tot the girl love him only.

Sad & Lonely Day


I shut down my eyes when I hate to see the world being alone. I run away when I meet in a trouble and hide from it without fixing it. I disappear from the world full of sadness and try to search for the happiness. But, when you are alone, you tend to think too much and too much until you will wake up in the middle of the night, wondering what life is all about? I am stuck in love and I miss my friends. I miss those days without worries in my life and having so much fun until I simply do not remember when I start to be so lonely and so alone. My friends seem to disappeared, every single one. I’ve checked the place all over looking high and low but there isn’t a single one around. I guess they had to go. It’s the worst day in my life.





When You Really Love Someone Lyrics
Alicia Keys


I'm a woman
Lord knows it's hard
I need a real man to give me what I need
Sweet attention, love and tenderness
When it's real, its unconditional, I'm telling ya’ll
Cause a man just ain't a man if he ain’t man enough

To love you when you're right
Love you when you're wrong
Love you when you're weak
Love you when you're strong
Take you higher when the world got you feeling low
He's giving you his last, cause he’s thinking of you first
Giving comfort when he's thinking that you're hurt
That's what's done when you really love someone
I'm telling ya’ll, I'm telling ya’ll

Cause you're a real man
And Lord knows it's hard
Sometimes you just need a woman's touch
Sweet affection, love and support
When it's real its unconditional
I'm telling ya’ll, oh
Cause a woman ain't a woman if she ain’t woman enough

To love you when you're right
Love you when you're wrong
Love you when you're weak
Love you when you're strong
Take you higher when the world got you feeling low
She's giving you her best, even when you’re at your worst
Giving comfort when she's thinking that you're hurt
That's what's done when you really love someone
I'm telling ya’ll, I'm telling ya’ll
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Sometimes you're gonna argue, sometimes you're gonna fight
Sometimes it's gonna feel like it'll never be right
But something so strong keeps you hold’n on
It don't make sense but it makes a good song
Cause a man just ain't a man if he ain’t man enough

To love you when you're right
Love you when you're wrong
Love you when you're weak
Love you when you're strong (Love when you when you’re strong)
(Take you high’a) when the world got you feeling low
He's giving you his last, cause he’s thinking of you first
Giving comfort when he's thinking that you're hurt
That's what's done when you really love someone
I'm telling ya’ll, I'm telling ya’ll
I'm telling ya’ll that a woman ain't a woman if she ain’t woman enough
(To love ya!)
Love you when you're right
Love you when you're wrong
(To hold ya!)
Love you when you're weak
Love you when you're strong
Take you higher and higher
when the world got you feeling low
She's giving you her best, even when you’re at your worst
(even when you’re at your worst, BABYBA!)
Giving comfort when she's thinking that you're hurt
That's what's done when you really love someone
I'm telling ya’ll, I'm telling ya’ll
Mm, mm, yeah (4x)



~AbBy~