Says......

If you are in love with fictions, would you ever read histories? If you are in love with Espresso, would you try the taste of the other brewed coffee? When the best thing already kept in heart, then no matter how many extra choices for you, you will never see it and take in heart.

White Horse - Taylor Swift

I am in love with this songs. I am still a dreamer although i have been letting down. ha ha I never change. Not like her. She is tougher thou.




White Horse

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holding on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should have known, I should have known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Baby I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
My mistake i didn't know to be in love you had to fight to have the upper hand.
I had so many dreams about you and me.
Happy endings;
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Whoa-Oh
It's too late
To catch me now.

To love.......

To love a man like you
is to know there will always be someone whose strength I can lean on,
whose honesty I can trust. It means
knowing there will always be someone
whose sense of humour can lighten a care,
whose advice can put everything in perspective. It means
knowing there is one special someone
whose arms I can wrap up in
when the rest of the world doesn’t understand,
someone whose touch can take me to a place
where nothing matters but the two of us. I means
having someone very special to love.

****Christmas***** HOHOHO

Yesterday was a great nite for me. Get my Chritstmas gift from Pink haha terima kasih for the tree.....so did Bryan bought u anything today? Ha ha your Christmas tree already done. He he showing u the photo here....nice leh...ha ha




Yesterday clubbing was awesome....Autumn really not bad, where they played mix R&B and HipHop makes me feel that I am in the same old clubbing day. Ha ha dancing around playing around like not me at all. Ha ha...I thought that I had changed, but actually I am not. I am still as playful as before. Ha ha clubbing life is still wonderful. Today was all alone again, shopping around midvalley and buying all this stuff to decorate my tree. Haih...sometimes I really feel like my liang xing macam kena makan by some monster like that. I can treat things so simple and even disastrous came; I can just act nothing and move on. Today actually my grandma was admitted to the hospital but I rather go shopping also dun wan go visit her. Shit, I really dunno what I should do. Going there alone is a very awkward situation and I do not want myself to be there. This is the first time I feel that I’m doing something bad to my dad but forget about it, things never turn back. What I should or shouldn’t do, I already did it. Just face it. I am a Bitch! Merry Christmas to all Bitches around the world, CHEERS!!!

半情歌

花 接受凋零
风 接受追寻
心的伤还有一些不要紧
我接受你的决定

你将会被谁抱紧
唱什么歌哄他开心
我想著天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天有多快乐不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了
伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福
一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱著一半的歌

你将会被谁抱紧
唱什么歌哄他开心
我想著天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天有多快乐不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了
伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福
一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱著一半的歌


我的明天快不快乐都是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了
伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福
一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的

另一半的歌

Shit things do happen sometimes!

Somebody, try to be and act frustrated to others who know read chinese but dun even dare to talk to me on my face when she get scold for wat she shud do n din do. What the hell i care? and its like i cared. FUCK OFF!.... There is ALWAYS ALWAYS a reason, "Oh i busy lah", " u can't see i got lots of report here", "Tomor lah", "Later lah"..bla bla n later one, somebody just willing to help around n tats y she act like dat. Yala she nobody understand how HARD is an assignment ..nobody know an assignment cnot take even 1 minute to do something tat u shud. The rubbish is like hell in the kitchen but sum ppl can just pass by n saw nothing. Y others do well, oni u r the one blaming? and u r the only one that din do ANYTHING! and still dare to blame on BLOG, oh i dun understand, u r Enough of ME. well WHO is enuf of WHO!? Think again before u speak. OH no time, but got time in blogging also no time do housework. wer is that hand than? oh bz typing report, is wat SHE said. but what she said n wat she did is totally out of tat. WHAT never know? ya ...Who will know bout others when she only think n see of herself? Oh my hand pain, but others hands r bleeding but she is complaining bout her own pain. Oh my leg pain, but others already going to be handicap. Oh my heart broken, but others already die heart, Always is about HER n HERSELF, and others look like shit to her, look like nothing, just INVISIBLE...well well...yala, the good one is her lah, the bad one is me, so wat, at least she her stuff, but end up wat, promise me will throw then, plz say again, out loud, who did it?who is the one who rely did it? common tell ppl la. I need to understand u for wat. i just asking u for a distance to throw out that rubbish and i didn;t ask u to walk 10 miles. summo, yala u bz, but like u ever throw tat rubbish, ever did some contribution to the family like dat. some ppl just dun treat u as family but the way they wan ppl to understand them, wow like shit. just Some ppl.

Working life~~~

Days goes on...
This week is going to be a torturing week for me. I was involved in a Bloomberg war which I cannot run away from. It’s really a Bloomberg war. My job, everyday, is to go Bloomberg to check for those stupid floating rate bonds. It’s stupid that we everyday have to updates those rates and it do not have any system to detect those updating rate. We have to use human machine to detect it. And so that human machine is ME. Aduh...normally the beginning of the month is torturing, Y? Becoz the beginning of the month we got 151 lists of bonds to track the rates and that makes me have to sit in front the Bloomberg about 4hours to get my stuff completed. Ok nevermind, summo the stupiak Bloomberg pc only got one and the whole department is sharing. So what, end up, all have to buat muka tebal or gaduh and see who got the thicker and fierce face and celupar mouth then they WON. I admit, i do not have a celupar mouth, n tat makes me lose in tat war. I rely hate that babi girl that keep no manners like dat no need to queue up but love to masuk ppl queue and act like she is correct and she have the right like dat. Common wei, everyone have the right as well wat. Haihh ok fine, yday is a bad day for me. I rely kena kekdao by that stupid no brain girl and i continue to do my work. Suddenly a guy talk to me, and ask me politely whether can i let him use the Bloomberg for a second and he just need to take 5 list of stock rates. I damn bosong tat time and i accidently scold him in a impolite way. =.=”” and suddenly i STONE ter....coz is the lengcai who i said is the cute guy in my working place that i use to kap him wan =.=”” this is the first time he talk to me...but i scold ppl =.=”” at that moment, seriously feel like kena throw by a big stone, and splash by a pail of ice water sial..babi girl, cause me into this...i hate that girl so much. And thats y, this early morning, i was preparing for war and preparing for how to revenge and how to protect myself from kena bully, mana tahu, today Luck is with me, i get the Bonds 10am in the morning and i manage to finish it before lunch time. Everything goes smoothly and i din get conflict wif anyone today =.=”” haihhh...i am happy becoz no conflict but i am sad as well, coz i prepared to gaduh wif ppl tat time, but nobody wan to gaduh wif me pulak..lol...paiseh...write so long...hahaha.now feel better d....haha as i said, life and days goes on....

About mysel~f

ok enuf bout Pinky, something bout me here as well. This few days, when thru something new in my life as well. Last sat, i when for my fren wedding ceremony, this is the first time in my life to see Indian married. ha ha its nice...quite different from i expect.
Today, i was kinda happy to work at 10am actu....n when i reach office lepak lepak awhile, waiting for sinking bond to start. Well, finally the sinking item is reach in my department, so i hv to go bloomberg to check for the details. normally was quite happy, i can go bloomberg ter sit sit, takes sources, normally 30items takes me about 1.5hours to finish all the items and the most important thing is, i can see lengcai. haha that cute guys just in front me. ok well, today, after sorting the data n find out i got 150items to check, lolz..damn happy wei, i think i can sit ter for more than 4 hours sambil see lengcai sambil do work..muahaha
manatahu, when i go ter that time, that lengcai, tukar place with an older lady d....rely =.="" SHIT betul....so i end up, the whole morning, see the old girl face rather than the lengcai, damn no mood today, BAD DAY! well tats my day....