Cut Hair Day @ Beer Cafe

Well well, after a decade since the last time me n pinky n hamster went to haircut together at The Curve..emmm if i am not wrong, i think it's last year, a few days after Valentine we went Peek-a-boo@The Curve..hahaha finally me and Pinky go cut hair together gether again at Peek-a-boo lah....haha...anyway, i'm actually plan to cut something special on that day, but when i reach there, i have lost all my guts and decided to cut normal again...Duh =.=""" ha ha anyway Fish more dare than me...she memang wanna cut that cutie fringe hairstyle and she rely DID IT! OMG..... Nah..these are some of our last picture of us before we look new...HUHU..byebye my lovely hair.....

From this picture...my hair really look kinda mess sial..=.=""" i seriuosly need a hairdo!

Pinky hair before the hairdo....tsk tsk tsk

MUAHAHAHAHA.....THE AFTER LOOK

After the haircut, we called SeanSean out makan makan together at dunno what Nyonya food pinky bring me there...=.=" ha ha i rely forgot bout the shop name..aha, but i remember after that where we went..tsk tsk tsk....

BRUSSELS BEER CAFE @ JAYA ONE

Pink said, Bryan said there got a nice shop where there is a special drink called Hoegarden and its BIG...anyway we went there because of that BIG drink but end up, we don even dare to order that, just a 1/2 pint, its enough i guess...=.="" anyway...we experience some other table that ordered a really damn big size pint..haha i have no idea, whether that actually call pint anymore or there is another name for it..=.=" i have no idea but its really BIG..=.= ha ha

This is just wat we ordered!

HAHA our new cute Pink~

SeanSean / Fish/ Me

~END~

COCO

Coco baru habis pompom.....ha ha nampak kesian kan? ha ha tsk tsk tsk memang kesian pun, baru habis kena torture.....tsk tsk tsk...see kan cantik nie...

Muka Poyo!!!!

Korean BBQ

Woo Ga Choon Korea BBQ

It is a relaxing and kinda boring Saturday hanging out with Luchien at home without loudao. So, LuChien suddenly decided to search on web looking for a nice Korea BBQ to eat. Well, I think she took almost the whole afternoon searching from google, to korea village around Ampang till she reach a blogger who introducing her mother new opened BBQ restaurant. Seems like this restaurant got a good feedback from some other blogger so we decided to head there to try it out. Luchien summo draw out a map for me, and seriously, I have no idea how to read that map she drew. Lol…..well, luckily she got the GPS software on her phone, and we reach there around 10.30pm. he he


While waiting for the food to come, somebody "chiu jio kahhhh" =.="" mau rosakkan that thing only "gam guan" ha ha ha seriuosly, that thing really end up longgar d....i dunno it memang already rosak leh, or tat fella rosakkan wan...see the below photo........

haha... this photo i rely got that kind of kena force punya face lo..=.="" beh song.....

Well, food serve d...and we are going to finish up all that...i wonder..can we???

Yeah!!! sambil makan, sambil self shot..tsk tsk tsk


Seriuosly, i love this egg...its nice....rely nice :)


See this fella, main masak masak pulak...=.="" i guess she got potential to become housewife d....haha hell i'm not going to be that kind of housewife..hehe

~END~

Hell NO! @@ Wedding day/ My Birthday/CNY/DoeVin Bdae/Randoms

I am skipping the entire 4 month wandering around KL and doing nothing for my blog. WTH! Well of coz got full loaded of pictures to upload and a lot of stories to tell. Well well…start with December lah.

December
My childhood friend (Wendy) at her wedding dinner & Daddy best friend reunion photo. The last time i saw her, as i can remember, i think it was December 2006, that time she just told me that they plan to get married soon and i tot they was just kidding. How is that possible to get married so early? I have no bf at all at that time and i think i am still young enough to get one, and its impossible i'm going to plan my marriage at this age. =.= Now they really got married. OMG...and well i am still single =.=""" i rely got to "fan sing" d..haha...i was like, again, asking...how is that possible they can meet the one they love so fast and i ended up still single again? Duh!!!





For family, cheers!






Clubbing nite





Hehe seriously I forget which clubbing I am going on that day d but its 10th Jan 09. Lolzz

CNY 2009 HEHE, angpao lai luuuuu~~~~

After the boring boring ang pau session with the Heng’s family, yo finally we are outta there and have our own family gathering. Phewwww…. Yeah… “Tian Hou Gong temple” that I visit almost 23 years now.


Mommy lai lai, damn long i didn't take a photo with my mom d, "bu siao", she still look great althou she is 59 this year... huhu ieee but i look old and i am 23 shit...i'm banging the wall soon if i'm keep getting old =.="" argkkk i tak mau







Its raining on that nite. Luckily I am with my hip hop jacket. Ha ha….at least I got to cover my head.



COCO
Coco finally back to bear bear shape d. he he finally had her fur grown. I will never bring her for full grooming again. Never! See bear bear cuter than Kambing right? mua ha ha ha

BEFORE




AFTER




Happy Bdae to me……


~Abby~

~Hamster~

~Popia & LC~ (Guess they are gossiping about something...)



Makan time..while everyone is enjoying the food, i take quick snapshot of the table, and continue my delicious food, ha ha sorry i forgot to take the picture of my food before i ate them up, he he..maybe next time....:P






The moment of happiness is when you got lots of lots of truthful friends along with you on your birthday. Its actually quite touching cause everyone is there for me. Except one.















Anyway after all that picture, I am actually not yet blowing my candle and the candles ended up nearly burned finish d only I get a chance to blow. Well, end up I still got to pick those hampir burned out candle from the cake..hell and I become like dat =.=””




see, ini lah kekawan aku….duhh >.< I am so lucky that Brian Soong not here sial… if not..lol…hard to tell. i dun think i will kena only the mouth part, i wonder maybe my whole face habis kena cake =.="" lol....



Well, ladies in the house. Love you all so much. Muakss





Well well time to show off my birthday present lu…he he





Doe Vin birthday in BP

My birthday present from Doevin =.=” it’s a shit…






Punishment for buying me a shit, …. nahhh act shitting here..mua ha ha ha





My sister birthday present from her friends….




COCO and YOYO happy time







Self shooting while waiting for the bitches to meet me up at the Witchery Café..guess what,,,they told me to meet up at 3pm, and end up, they met me around 4pm =.= I kena tipu waiting almost 30min plus plus..luckily I am late as well…tats y camwhoring in my car while waiting for em. Haihhzz

Well yumcha time









Clubbing nite again…this one I know where exactly I am going, haha to MOS. Well prepared huh! tsk tsk

Back to where i am

Living alone wasn’t fun at all and being one month stay out of the website world makes my life more miserable. I am lucky enough that finally my streamyx is fixed and at least I am back to MSN/Friendster/Facebook/Blogging world. Ha ha Shit, I just leave my blog like that for the one whole month and I suddenly have no idea how to start it back.
New Year is boring like the pass 23 years but at least I get more ang pao than pass previous year ha ha, and at least enough for me to pay my credit card bills. Lolz…. ( advance spending not bad wat..) tsk tsk tsk emmm recently feel in love with this few songs that you guys can try to listen it out.
1. Now and forever by Richard Marx
2. Love Story by Taylor Swift
3. Tears in heaven by Eric Clapton
4. Nobody knows it but me by Tony Rich Project

With love,
Abby
 

Says......

If you are in love with fictions, would you ever read histories? If you are in love with Espresso, would you try the taste of the other brewed coffee? When the best thing already kept in heart, then no matter how many extra choices for you, you will never see it and take in heart.

White Horse - Taylor Swift

I am in love with this songs. I am still a dreamer although i have been letting down. ha ha I never change. Not like her. She is tougher thou.




White Horse

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holding on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should have known, I should have known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Baby I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
My mistake i didn't know to be in love you had to fight to have the upper hand.
I had so many dreams about you and me.
Happy endings;
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Whoa-Oh
It's too late
To catch me now.

To love.......

To love a man like you
is to know there will always be someone whose strength I can lean on,
whose honesty I can trust. It means
knowing there will always be someone
whose sense of humour can lighten a care,
whose advice can put everything in perspective. It means
knowing there is one special someone
whose arms I can wrap up in
when the rest of the world doesn’t understand,
someone whose touch can take me to a place
where nothing matters but the two of us. I means
having someone very special to love.

****Christmas***** HOHOHO

Yesterday was a great nite for me. Get my Chritstmas gift from Pink haha terima kasih for the tree.....so did Bryan bought u anything today? Ha ha your Christmas tree already done. He he showing u the photo here....nice leh...ha ha




Yesterday clubbing was awesome....Autumn really not bad, where they played mix R&B and HipHop makes me feel that I am in the same old clubbing day. Ha ha dancing around playing around like not me at all. Ha ha...I thought that I had changed, but actually I am not. I am still as playful as before. Ha ha clubbing life is still wonderful. Today was all alone again, shopping around midvalley and buying all this stuff to decorate my tree. Haih...sometimes I really feel like my liang xing macam kena makan by some monster like that. I can treat things so simple and even disastrous came; I can just act nothing and move on. Today actually my grandma was admitted to the hospital but I rather go shopping also dun wan go visit her. Shit, I really dunno what I should do. Going there alone is a very awkward situation and I do not want myself to be there. This is the first time I feel that I’m doing something bad to my dad but forget about it, things never turn back. What I should or shouldn’t do, I already did it. Just face it. I am a Bitch! Merry Christmas to all Bitches around the world, CHEERS!!!

半情歌

花 接受凋零
风 接受追寻
心的伤还有一些不要紧
我接受你的决定

你将会被谁抱紧
唱什么歌哄他开心
我想著天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天有多快乐不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了
伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福
一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱著一半的歌

你将会被谁抱紧
唱什么歌哄他开心
我想著天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天有多快乐不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了
伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福
一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱著一半的歌


我的明天快不快乐都是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了
伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福
一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的

另一半的歌

Shit things do happen sometimes!

Somebody, try to be and act frustrated to others who know read chinese but dun even dare to talk to me on my face when she get scold for wat she shud do n din do. What the hell i care? and its like i cared. FUCK OFF!.... There is ALWAYS ALWAYS a reason, "Oh i busy lah", " u can't see i got lots of report here", "Tomor lah", "Later lah"..bla bla n later one, somebody just willing to help around n tats y she act like dat. Yala she nobody understand how HARD is an assignment ..nobody know an assignment cnot take even 1 minute to do something tat u shud. The rubbish is like hell in the kitchen but sum ppl can just pass by n saw nothing. Y others do well, oni u r the one blaming? and u r the only one that din do ANYTHING! and still dare to blame on BLOG, oh i dun understand, u r Enough of ME. well WHO is enuf of WHO!? Think again before u speak. OH no time, but got time in blogging also no time do housework. wer is that hand than? oh bz typing report, is wat SHE said. but what she said n wat she did is totally out of tat. WHAT never know? ya ...Who will know bout others when she only think n see of herself? Oh my hand pain, but others hands r bleeding but she is complaining bout her own pain. Oh my leg pain, but others already going to be handicap. Oh my heart broken, but others already die heart, Always is about HER n HERSELF, and others look like shit to her, look like nothing, just INVISIBLE...well well...yala, the good one is her lah, the bad one is me, so wat, at least she her stuff, but end up wat, promise me will throw then, plz say again, out loud, who did it?who is the one who rely did it? common tell ppl la. I need to understand u for wat. i just asking u for a distance to throw out that rubbish and i didn;t ask u to walk 10 miles. summo, yala u bz, but like u ever throw tat rubbish, ever did some contribution to the family like dat. some ppl just dun treat u as family but the way they wan ppl to understand them, wow like shit. just Some ppl.

Working life~~~

Days goes on...
This week is going to be a torturing week for me. I was involved in a Bloomberg war which I cannot run away from. It’s really a Bloomberg war. My job, everyday, is to go Bloomberg to check for those stupid floating rate bonds. It’s stupid that we everyday have to updates those rates and it do not have any system to detect those updating rate. We have to use human machine to detect it. And so that human machine is ME. Aduh...normally the beginning of the month is torturing, Y? Becoz the beginning of the month we got 151 lists of bonds to track the rates and that makes me have to sit in front the Bloomberg about 4hours to get my stuff completed. Ok nevermind, summo the stupiak Bloomberg pc only got one and the whole department is sharing. So what, end up, all have to buat muka tebal or gaduh and see who got the thicker and fierce face and celupar mouth then they WON. I admit, i do not have a celupar mouth, n tat makes me lose in tat war. I rely hate that babi girl that keep no manners like dat no need to queue up but love to masuk ppl queue and act like she is correct and she have the right like dat. Common wei, everyone have the right as well wat. Haihh ok fine, yday is a bad day for me. I rely kena kekdao by that stupid no brain girl and i continue to do my work. Suddenly a guy talk to me, and ask me politely whether can i let him use the Bloomberg for a second and he just need to take 5 list of stock rates. I damn bosong tat time and i accidently scold him in a impolite way. =.=”” and suddenly i STONE ter....coz is the lengcai who i said is the cute guy in my working place that i use to kap him wan =.=”” this is the first time he talk to me...but i scold ppl =.=”” at that moment, seriously feel like kena throw by a big stone, and splash by a pail of ice water sial..babi girl, cause me into this...i hate that girl so much. And thats y, this early morning, i was preparing for war and preparing for how to revenge and how to protect myself from kena bully, mana tahu, today Luck is with me, i get the Bonds 10am in the morning and i manage to finish it before lunch time. Everything goes smoothly and i din get conflict wif anyone today =.=”” haihhh...i am happy becoz no conflict but i am sad as well, coz i prepared to gaduh wif ppl tat time, but nobody wan to gaduh wif me pulak..lol...paiseh...write so long...hahaha.now feel better d....haha as i said, life and days goes on....

About mysel~f

ok enuf bout Pinky, something bout me here as well. This few days, when thru something new in my life as well. Last sat, i when for my fren wedding ceremony, this is the first time in my life to see Indian married. ha ha its nice...quite different from i expect.
Today, i was kinda happy to work at 10am actu....n when i reach office lepak lepak awhile, waiting for sinking bond to start. Well, finally the sinking item is reach in my department, so i hv to go bloomberg to check for the details. normally was quite happy, i can go bloomberg ter sit sit, takes sources, normally 30items takes me about 1.5hours to finish all the items and the most important thing is, i can see lengcai. haha that cute guys just in front me. ok well, today, after sorting the data n find out i got 150items to check, lolz..damn happy wei, i think i can sit ter for more than 4 hours sambil see lengcai sambil do work..muahaha
manatahu, when i go ter that time, that lengcai, tukar place with an older lady d....rely =.="" SHIT betul....so i end up, the whole morning, see the old girl face rather than the lengcai, damn no mood today, BAD DAY! well tats my day....

The Mask!

Its about 1am in the morning and i was about to go to bed. Suddenly my random picture beside my toolbar show me a picture that i burst out to laugh. lolzzz..i miss this picture..haha
Pink dun kill me, i seriously love this picture ...hahahaha
The Mask Lady~~~ haha

Apologize (Remix) (Ft. One Republic & Unknown) - Timbaland

i prefer this one than the original song...try n listen, its really not bad.

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

Rap Verse:

First day that we met there was something special

Something between us with so much potential

But something was nothing was all just a game

You played my brain with your cute little frame

To think that I thought there was something between us

Think that I thought there was love in between us

Now that I thought it was you in between us

Now that I thought it was you that deceived us

But no us, it was you then me

How the hell could I see what would happen to be

Were you actually just playin with me?

How the fuck could this be how you treated me?

You said these words and you did these things

And you wrapped me around like a fuckin string

And you pulled me along and you led me on

Until all I got left is the words to a song

Now I look in your eyes and I start to realize

All those fucking lies in between your lines

Not a single truth in a thing you said

But I don't give a shit now cuz to me you're dead and it's..

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

I don't wanna know!

(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)

I'll go ahead and pour myself a drink
I really couldn't care less what you think
Well I don't have to listen now
Live this day down
If I can't feel a thing
You might as well save your goodbyes
We can give this train wreck one last ride
I'm gonna have to listen now
Live this day down
If I don't make things right
I'll tell you one last time

I don't wanna know it's over
So save your goodbye kiss
I don't wanna know it's over
Cause ignorance is bliss
I can hardly see
What's in front of me
Cause the vodka's running on empty
I can't stay sober
If it's over
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
So save your goodbye kiss
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)

I woke up with my heartbeat in my head
I reached for the bottle by the bed
I saw your side was not slept in
Cold sheets again
Remind me of what you said
We need to take a break for a while
It's been so long since I smiled
I don't wanna listen now
Live this day down
With you so drunk and high
So I'll say goodbye

I don't wanna know it's over
So save your goodbye kiss
I don't wanna know it's over
Cause ignorance is bliss
I can hardly see
What's in front of me
Cause the vodka's running on empty
I can't stay sober
If it's over

I don't wanna know it's over
So save your goodbye kiss
I don't wanna know it's over
Cause ignorance is bliss
Now I know I can't stay sober
Cause you left me here like this
I don't wanna know
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
So save your goodbye kiss
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
Cause ignorance is bliss
I can hardly see
What's in front of me
Cause the vodka's running on empty
I can't stay sober
If it's over
If it's over
I don't wanna know
If it's over
If it's over
I don't wanna know

What about NOW?

"What About Now"

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

My favourite song n band ever!

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,


I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

My favourite song n band ever!

Nickelback - Far Away

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know, you know, you know

[CHORUS]
I love you
I’ve loved you all along
I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of Hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything, but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know, you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’d never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

So far away
So far away
far away for far too long
So far away
So far away
far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you
I loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me,and never let me go
Keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving you anymore
Believe it
hold on to me never let me go

Keep breathing
hold on to me, never let me go
Keep breathing
hold on to me, never let me go

[.......................]

It’s not the end of the day after all. It’s just the end of the story which had begun and has to end. It’s not the end of the world but it’s the end of the things that we used our heart to grow it but it ended up dying. It’s a bad day but it’s not as bad as the end of the world or something. Just hold on and we gonna get thru this all by our self. Life is much much more than this and its going to be much more.

I love to act, yeah I love to act. Acting is much much painful than showing the real u. The more u act nth, the more u knows how much u hurt as well. Don ever thinks that everyone can simply get thru this. Everyone need their own time and I dun even know how many time this kind of feeling have haunted me but this is what I wan. Din i? What n why shud I afraid of to face it. Hey bitch, face it. Its ur fault.

My dirtiest day!

Today is my dirtiest day! Well, normally i have to wake up at 8.30am to prepare to work as the working is actually started at 9am and i normally won over slept coz its working day n not a classes time anymore. Last nite, i was drinking too much cough syrup and mayb due to that, i over slept. haha okok i din balme that cough syrup, i have to blame myself too. ok well anyway, today, i woke up at 8.45am..rely seriuosly shit..althou my company is just 1km away, but i still need to bath n brush my teeth wan mah...=.="" due to insufficient time...i was just manage to brush my teeth without the bath and the time shows 8.47am...i rush to wear my cloth n comb my hair, and the time is show 8.52am..i keep curse myself for the whole morning,,keep shit here shit ter, coz i cnot find this i cnot find tat....ok finally i grab all the stuff i need for work n after wearing my socks, i open my door. But the most shit thing happened here, when opening the door, i terpijak Coco Peeeeee (well tats my dog coco)=.="" n the time is show 8.55am....i hv no choice n i did not change my socks at all coz i hv no time to find another new socks n i just wear tat to work =.=""" rely shit shit shit..but nvm suan liao, coz i din bath to work as well...=.="" the most busuk day of my life...haihh i seriously feel like posting this haha coz i rely had a special day n dun worry,,, i do wash my feet when i got home n i wash the sock n the shoe as well....luckily tmr is saturday....haha i can sleep well without worrying i will be late to work...u guys..dun be like me, dun work at the place beside ur house..u will start to get lazy everyday hahahah....ok tats my day...gunite guys...

Working Life ~ ~ ~

Working life is not that easy but it’s not that hard either. The first 2 days I was having my induction where they used to intro me to my working area and what the company is all about. Then 3 days continue with my department inductions which introduce what actually is my department and what actually is my department do. Haihh like that still not enough. After the 3 days induction, I have to continue 5 more training + presentation day at Bursa. Sobsob… what a torturing week, exam n present, exam then present again. Luckily I pass for that test where everyone for that CA must pass over 70%. Muahaha guess wat, I got 91% of the mark sial. Muahaha dun stop me, I memang sengaja wanna lansi sial..tsk tsk tsk…let me let me. Haihh after training day, I everyday at my department doing nothing but to learn what my senior is doing. See till eyes blur blur. @.@ but have to see also. Keep read those procedure and what we have to do. Everyday we got damn lots of work and I damn wish to help but they of coz won let me. I hope I can get my hand on one day. Haih but when leh. Sobsob… this few days too much settlement to do, n normally our peak busy is on 15^th, but the thing is this month 15^th fall on Saturday, so all the work load got to push to 17^th & 18^th, pity my senior they got to work till 9pm and 11pm. Luckily I am newbies, I can run away from tat still. Haha but what comes around goes around. One day, I am going to be like them as well. It’s just a matter of time. Lol…ok la..Stop bragging about what I did these past few days, I think got to boring u guys d. Ok let’s hear a song, I find it quite romantic and nice. Heaven Know – by Rick Price

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes.
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know.

And though she's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on

So tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Chorus:

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine

But tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

(Repeat Chorus except last line)

Bridge:

'Coz heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so?

(Repeat Chorus)

Heaven knows... heaven knows.

Sunday is Gloomy!

Gloomy Sunday~~~from Hungarian "Szomorú vasárnap",

Heard people said, this is a bad omen song. A song that lead people to suicide and death. "Gloomy Sunday” is a song written by László Jávor and set to music in 1933 by Hungarian pianist and composer Rezso Seress, in which the singer mourns the untimely death of a lover and contemplates suicide. Gloomy Sunday had been announced as the song that provokes people to commit suicide.

In 1968, Rezso Seress, the original composer, jumped to his death from his apartment. His obituary in the New York Times mentions the song's notorious reputation:

“

Budapest, January 13. Rezsoe Seres, whose dirge-like song hit, "Gloomy Sunday" was blamed for touching off a wave of suicides during the nineteen-thirties, has ended his own life as a suicide it was learned today. Authorities disclosed today that Mr. Seres jumped from a window of his small apartment here last Sunday, shortly after his 69th birthday. The decade of the nineteen-thirties was marked by severe economic depression and the political upheaval that was to lead to World War II. The melancholy song written by Mr. Seres, with words by his friend, Ladislas Javor, a poet, declares at its climax, "My heart and I have decided to end it all." It was blamed for a sharp increase in suicides, and Hungarian officials finally prohibited it. In America, where Paul Robeson introduced an English version, some radio stations and nightclubs forbade its performance. Mr. Seres complained that the success of "Gloomy Sunday" actually increased his unhappiness, because he knew he would never be able to write a second hit. - New York Times, January 14, 1968. The English version of the hungarian song:- Sunday is gloomy, My hours are slumberless Dearest the shadows I live with are numberless Little white flowers Will never awaken you Not where the black coaches Sorrow has taken you Angels have no thoughts Of ever returning you Wouldnt they be angry If I thought of joining you? Gloomy sunday Gloomy is sunday, With shadows I spend it all My heart and i Have decided to end it all Soon therell be candles And prayers that are said I know But let them not weep Let them know that Im glad to go Death is no dream For in death Im caressin you With the last breath of my soul Ill be blessin you Gloomy sunday Dreaming, I was only dreaming I wake and I find you asleep In the deep of my heart here Darling I hope That my dream never haunted you My heart is tellin you How much I wanted you Gloomy sunday

Nite Nite n Sweet Dreamsssssssss

Good Night to all of my Friends! Kinda Miss U Guys Already (*.*). Tomorrow got to work d. jia you jia you...."da qi jing shen lai...ahhh....da qi jing shen lai."

My new hair style..hehehe

BEFORE

AFTER

Muahaha new hairstyle...ada apa comment ke? tsk tsk tsk
weekend rely too free liao nth to do, go cut cut hair, muahaha..Angel i am waiting for our next date. Rebonding vs Relaxing...haha

"Life For Rent"

I haven't ever really found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

If my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive

If my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

If my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

White Flag

"White Flag"

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be



Dido - White Flag - Music Video via Noolmusic.com

I love this song so so much when i was 18 years old. haha It's years back but i still love it so much. I can stop myself from keep repeating the video. I really love the ending of this video. They actually love each other =.=""" lol at first i rely tot the girl love him only.

Sad & Lonely Day

I shut down my eyes when I hate to see the world being alone. I run away when I meet in a trouble and hide from it without fixing it. I disappear from the world full of sadness and try to search for the happiness. But, when you are alone, you tend to think too much and too much until you will wake up in the middle of the night, wondering what life is all about? I am stuck in love and I miss my friends. I miss those days without worries in my life and having so much fun until I simply do not remember when I start to be so lonely and so alone. My friends seem to disappeared, every single one. I’ve checked the place all over looking high and low but there isn’t a single one around. I guess they had to go. It’s the worst day in my life.

When You Really Love Someone Lyrics
Alicia Keys


I'm a woman
Lord knows it's hard
I need a real man to give me what I need
Sweet attention, love and tenderness
When it's real, its unconditional, I'm telling ya’ll
Cause a man just ain't a man if he ain’t man enough

To love you when you're right
Love you when you're wrong
Love you when you're weak
Love you when you're strong
Take you higher when the world got you feeling low
He's giving you his last, cause he’s thinking of you first
Giving comfort when he's thinking that you're hurt
That's what's done when you really love someone
I'm telling ya’ll, I'm telling ya’ll

Cause you're a real man
And Lord knows it's hard
Sometimes you just need a woman's touch
Sweet affection, love and support
When it's real its unconditional
I'm telling ya’ll, oh
Cause a woman ain't a woman if she ain’t woman enough

To love you when you're right
Love you when you're wrong
Love you when you're weak
Love you when you're strong
Take you higher when the world got you feeling low
She's giving you her best, even when you’re at your worst
Giving comfort when she's thinking that you're hurt
That's what's done when you really love someone
I'm telling ya’ll, I'm telling ya’ll
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Sometimes you're gonna argue, sometimes you're gonna fight
Sometimes it's gonna feel like it'll never be right
But something so strong keeps you hold’n on
It don't make sense but it makes a good song
Cause a man just ain't a man if he ain’t man enough

To love you when you're right
Love you when you're wrong
Love you when you're weak
Love you when you're strong (Love when you when you’re strong)
(Take you high’a) when the world got you feeling low
He's giving you his last, cause he’s thinking of you first
Giving comfort when he's thinking that you're hurt
That's what's done when you really love someone
I'm telling ya’ll, I'm telling ya’ll
I'm telling ya’ll that a woman ain't a woman if she ain’t woman enough
(To love ya!)
Love you when you're right
Love you when you're wrong
(To hold ya!)
Love you when you're weak
Love you when you're strong
Take you higher and higher
when the world got you feeling low
She's giving you her best, even when you’re at your worst
(even when you’re at your worst, BABYBA!)
Giving comfort when she's thinking that you're hurt
That's what's done when you really love someone
I'm telling ya’ll, I'm telling ya’ll
Mm, mm, yeah (4x)

~AbBy~

The Halloween

This year Halloween seems queit, no events, no parties, no hangout wif the gangs, but alone at home siting infront my pc and typing this blog. haihhh where is my frenz and where is my outing spirit? why it seems like suddenly i become old d and lazy to enjoy myself? haha...i have no idea. but, i rely miss last year...sobsob....where r they?

1st working day

Emmm...things doesn't goes as what i expected it would be. i summo think the whole nite, which lengcai will sit beside me =.= hahaha anyway its all burn coz its just my imagination =.= the first day i stuck in the meeting from 7am till 4pm non stop learning those companies rule, do's n don'ts..bla bla bla....doing fire tour, if get fire, where to run....yada yada....the whole day finish just like dat. haha i dun even get to know who is my manager, wer is my exact department, all n all, what i should work for n about =.=" apa pun tak tahu, sudah siap...begitu balik rumah saje..lolzzz haihhh but anyway, its just a great wonderful start ...hope it will be nice today. haha