Friday, October 31, 2008

The Halloween

This year Halloween seems queit, no events, no parties, no hangout wif the gangs, but alone at home siting infront my pc and typing this blog. haihhh where is my frenz and where is my outing spirit? why it seems like suddenly i become old d and lazy to enjoy myself? haha...i have no idea. but, i rely miss last year...sobsob....where r they?

1st working day

Emmm...things doesn't goes as what i expected it would be. i summo think the whole nite, which lengcai will sit beside me =.= hahaha anyway its all burn coz its just my imagination =.= the first day i stuck in the meeting from 7am till 4pm non stop learning those companies rule, do's n don'ts..bla bla bla....doing fire tour, if get fire, where to run....yada yada....the whole day finish just like dat. haha i dun even get to know who is my manager, wer is my exact department, all n all, what i should work for n about =.=" apa pun tak tahu, sudah siap...begitu balik rumah saje..lolzzz haihhh but anyway, its just a great wonderful start ...hope it will be nice today. haha

Thursday, October 30, 2008

The nite before working day~~~

Haihh...i got to start wif ARGKKKKKK!!!~~~~ jiu ming ahhhhhh ARGKKKKK

Aku tak dapat tidur. rely tak dapat tidur ngan condition ini. ish...belum siap sedia lagi....sudah mau berperang..duh...siapa nak tolong...=.=""" helppppp....

later 7am , its my first day to work, argkk i cnot sleep...scare its going to be 2am d, i still wasting my sleeping time typing stupid thing here, but but but...rely cnot sleep....who hv a best tips to sleep,,teach me thanks.

haihh ok la..i try to golek golek n see wat i can do...=.=....5am have to wake up ah, hope i won be late to work. gunite everyone =>

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Saturday Morning~~ + KelipKelip trip

Its 10am in the morning on 25th Oct, 2008. It was a nice early morning at my hometown home, chatting with Polar bear and Pang and out of sudden my dad open the Buddha chanting song makes me sweat a bit but it’s a special morning that I never had. I am too damn free and too damn sien. Wtf I am doing here sitting in front the pc and rely doing nothing but kacauing ppl on the net. My brother, on the other way keep laying on my bed kacauing Me pulak. He rely sipek FAT =.=”” rely like a ball sial…hahaha beh tahan….feel like take a snap shot on him while he’s laying right ter. Lolzzz ok well I am not tat bad. Haha u guys just imagine lah.

Well, since I am so free, I think I should upload my latest event here. After the damn damn hard 7 subject exam, I finally can have a good time with all my old buddy and together gether pergi Kuala Selangor eat beggar chicken and watch the Kuala Selangor famous kelip-kelip. Seriously, it was damn pretty. I rely wish my room o my house is full of those kelip kelip thing. Haha. But pinky said, when they are in the morning, they look scary like cockroaches look =.=” lol I wonder, I never see that before. She summo got that scary face makes me hard to not believe it rely looks like cockroaches haha…

emm..scenary view first

view from our hotel room, rely is half hutan half sea view..haha....we reach there around 5.30pm like dat. and rest for about 30min, we cabut to Ijok makan our"Hak yi Kai"

My room...sobsob =.="" (lost to pinky)

well, here it is, beggar chicken 1st dish...."lo mai kai"

Fish pink, haha (-.-!)

Ducky @@

The Big Shrimps~~

ehhh i this wan i not sure apa tu, but it seems like pork hand o leg.

haha this is the famous beggar chicken....emm yumyum, it rely nice...

Kelip-kelip time..hehe scary journey~~

althou scary but its rely rely beautiful...~~ i am glad i was ter...

Party time after the KlipKlip...

lai lai lai,....yum yum yum.....

At first we are still sober...~ but...

After 15min non stop.....all become like this d....chivas not even finish half, and we left the tequila half of the bottle as well..=.='''' after today, i swear i won drink so much liquor at a time already... i even vomit in my own bed room. shit =.=""" while bryan pulak peluk the toilet bowl for the whole nite....=.="" the worst is, clifford dunno y vomit blood =.="" omg...too over d time plz ah, dun ask me n pink go buy liquor d...u guys go buy sendiri...=.=""" we failed for organizing how much liquor we shud drink...=.="" lolzzzz

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Exam Exam Exam ahhhh~~~

Jiu Ming Ah....Tomor is going to be my 1st day of my Final Exam, but damn, i just touch 2 chapter for tmr paper, argkkkk mana cari semangat sial. Really cnot tahan myself, after tmr, 6 more paper to go, how to survive i rely wonder, can i pass? duh...if i fail this time, i think i got to extend one year d man. sobsob...i dun wan extend i wan pass, but how? jiu ming ah....

Saturday, October 4, 2008

If you are looking for love, would you recognize it if you found it?

Can you tell the difference between love and infatuation? Between love and attraction? Between love and sexual desire? Between love and friendship? Between sex and intimacy? Between a good relationship and one that is only pleasurable?
Lolz..the worst thing is, i can't.

Love offers and explains a definition of love in a way that is interesting, intense, clear, logical, and meaningful. All relationships --love, infatuation, friendship, dating, marriage, family, community, and professional-- involve three key elements:

Emotions --how we feel about each other
Ethics --how good or bad we are for each other
Joys --how much we satisfy or dissatisfy each other

Since a very long time ago, people have searched for the meaning of love. But even the great philosophers, with their profound definitions, could not fully touch its true essence. In a survey of 4-8 year olds, kids share their views on love. But what do little kids know about love? Read on and be surprised that despite their young and innocent minds, kids already have a simple but deep grasp of that four-letter word.


"Love is that first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way."

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."

"When someone loves you, the way she says your name is different. You know that your name is safe in her mouth."

"When someone loves you, the way she says your name is different. You know that your name is safe in her mouth."

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your french fries without making them give you any of theirs."

"Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don't yell at him because you know it would hurt his feelings."

"Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don't yell at him because you know it would hurt his feelings."

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My mommy and daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss but they look happy and sometimes they dance in the kitchen while kissing."

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate."

"Love is hugging. Love is kissing. Love is saying no."

"When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you're scared she won't love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only does she still love you, she loves you even more."

"There are 2 kinds of love. Our love. God's love. But God makes both kinds of them."

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they've know each other so well."

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore."

"Love is-if you hold hands and sit beside each other in the cafeteria. That means you're in love. Otherwise, you can sit across from each other and be okay."

"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."

"Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken."

"Don't feel so bad if you don't have a boyfriend. There's lots of stuff you can do without one."

"Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."

"If you want somebody to love you, then just be yourself. Some people try to act like somebody else, somebody the boy likes better. I think the boy isn't being very good if he does this to you and you should just find a nicer boy."

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day"

"When you're born and see your mommy for the first time.

"My enemies taught me how to love."

"Love is what makes people hide in the dark corners of movie theaters."

"Love goes on even when you stop breathing and you pick up where you left off when you reach heaven."

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."

"You have to fall in love before you get married. Then when you're married, you just sit around and read books together."

"I let my big sister pick on me because my Mom says she only picks on me because she loves me. So I pick on my baby sister because I love her."

"Love cards like Valentine's cards say stuff on them that we'd like to say ourselves, but we wouldn't be caught dead saying."

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you."

"Love is when mommy sees daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."

"You never have to be lonely. There's always somebody to love, even if it's just a squirrel or a kitten."

"You can break love, but it won't die."

I feel none of the above, am i in love now? I wonder...

Thursday, October 2, 2008

I am not ME anymore…

Life suddenly changes into stagnant position and I do not foresee there will be any changes in that phase. I hate my life now but what to do? Peoples pass thru the same paths as I pass now but they didn’t seems to complain anything, but why and what am I complaining about? Aduhhh I also dunno why I keep blaming on this but in fact there is nothing strange about that. I really feel strange. But, what is it?