Life suddenly changes into stagnant position and I do not foresee there will be any changes in that phase. I hate my life now but what to do? Peoples pass thru the same paths as I pass now but they didn’t seems to complain anything, but why and what am I complaining about? Aduhhh I also dunno why I keep blaming on this but in fact there is nothing strange about that. I really feel strange. But, what is it?